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Crazy people like us :)

2012-02-04T22:13:00.000-08:00

I wanna post all these pictures since I don't want it to be so dead
Enjoy!
Taking pictures with friends are really fun :DDDD

This is Hannah here.

This is Carolyn

This is Egbert Tan

Hazwan is here! :D

Rebekah is the one with specs while below her is Su Wern

This is Lee Juan

Ai Wen :)

I'm like intro-ing everyone.
I'm taking so many pictures this year is because this year is my last year in high school :)
All of these are taken in January

My channel!

2012-02-04T21:30:00.001-08:00

My channel in Youtube has been already created but there will be no videos yet!
Stay tuned everybody!

My CNY!

2012-02-04T21:07:00.000-08:00

Hey guys/girls!
I know its been a long time that this blog is kinda dead, so Imma update bout how I spend my Chinese New Year.
Its the same every year, but this time, I spend my first day of cny in my new house and went straight back to my mothers hometown which is always Pahang :DD
This time I went back, my grandmama's pet, Tiger, (its a German shepherd!), recognizes me and its super cuteeee! Its my first time to be so close to him!
Never really went anywhere other than my hometown...
I don't have so much pictures to share but please enjoy :)

The German Shepherd I was talkin bout

My young cousin actin like a model #likeaboss

There you go!

New Year, First Day in School

2012-01-13T01:52:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps!
Sorry for blogging so late!
Been busy these days and lazy to blog!
I've been busy and I can hardly touch the computer cause of homework and I always forgot to update my blog.
So here I am now, blogging.
I spend my New Years by eating steamboat with my family and the first day of school was damn fun!
I kept on laughin & laughin!
Anyways, things have turned out really good and cause this is also my last year in high school.
I've been reading so many manga's lately too!
And actually I can have the time to watch Beelzebub but I wanna spend my time reading manga's and go for tuition.
Cause if I watch anime, I dont like the feeling where you have to stop and watch it again the day after.
*laughs*
I also wanna start vlogging and make comedy videos like what Nigahiga does. Vlogging makes it easier by just talking :D
I'm gonna create my own Youtube account soon :D
So, I hope you can support me and subscribe to me :)

Being Fat

2012-01-01T00:00:00.000-08:00

I always forgot to bring this topic up in my blog for I keep forgetting it..

Well, its here!

Okay, for these two months, I've been gaining weight and I didn't notice it.

Its the holidays, come on!

And people in the saloon, which I'm helping my mum to do some stuff there kept telling my mum that I'm already so fat from before, and bla bla bla.

You know what, I'm really tired of it, from young till now, its been always FAT, FAT and FAT!

Can they just shut their big fat mouths as if you yourself are not fat?

I really wanna ask this, "IS BEING FAT A DISCRIMINATION?!"

WE'RE BEAUTIFUL THE WAY WE ARE OKAY?! SO JUST SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH UP!

Sometimes, people just don't love the way they are in a way, I don't know why but actually, I don't like being fat either.

What to do?

I actually don't like myself being fat too, but after learning the metabolism's in the body of the 18 year old bodies in women, I began to feel very scared.

Cause the body is more like an adult but not a teenage girl body anymore.

So now, I'm keeping fit.

But, if you love the way you are, please don't stop it :DDD

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2011-12-31T23:39:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!!!
WIH YOU ALL A NEW PROSPEROUS YEAR AND ALL THE BEST TO YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE!
I celebrated my new years at home with my relatives and eating steamboat in my house, damn boring, I know!
But its so sad this year that there are not much fireworks display that amuses me though..
Anyways, A VERY VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY :3

Worst Christmas Ever!

2011-12-27T02:05:00.000-08:00

Is this too late to blog about what I do for my christmas this year?
Oh well, anyways...
This year, I have the worst christmas that has ever happened in my whole life.
Dad just broke his promise that day for calling us when he had already reached Malaysia.
I never went out to any shopping and I just stay at home watching Tangled.
I can even show you that I took a picture of what I was watching that time!

This christmas IS THE MOST BORING ONE!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2011-12-24T23:19:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas to everybody in the whole wide world!
May all you couples kiss beneath the mistletoe! xD
I also wish you guys and girls all the best in everything you do next year!
And, a Happy New Years too!!!
Anyways, there are some videos I wanted to post, and I don't know whether have you all seen it but please enjoy some funny videos by Nigahiga and YTF! :DDDDD

HOHOHO by YTF!!!

Christmas Swag by D-Trix and Nigahiga!!!!

Enjoy your christmas by watching these awesome and funny videos! :D

Bottled Passion

2011-12-21T01:26:00.000-08:00

During this holiday, I've also been watching this Hong Kong drama called Bottled Passion in Astro On Demand.
Its very captivating and I love it!
So far the best drama I've ever seen than the others

Its full of revenge and romance between these two people (as shown in the picture above)
I'll copy and paste the story here too :)

Mrs Ko, Tung Kwok Hing (Rebecca Chan) adopted an orphan and claimed he was Ko Yi Ho (Raymond Wong), the illegitimate child that her husband Ko Siu Tong (Samuel Kwok) had been searching for many years. Tong believed Ho was more suitable than his oldest son Ko Yi Tai (Joel Chan) to be his successor, which later led to discontent. Eventually Ho was kicked out of the family, leaving him homeless. Living out alone, Ho got a taste of the bitterness in life and was determined to return home and take revenge on his adopted family under a different name Tung Bun Sin. Under his new identity, he vowed to give them a taste of losing their loved ones. Meanwhile, he meets his childhood best friend Tsui Sum (Niki Chow) again. The good-hearted Sum just took over the family soy sauce business, but Ho did not hesitate to take advantage of his long time friendship with Sum, deceiving her money and heart. Ho also plays Ko Family's two daughters, Ko Yee Kiu (Elaine Yiu) and Ko Yee Nga (Katy Kung) in unscrupulous ways. Ho has his own mechanism and plots, which turns him into the biggest love cheater...

Source by Google :)

Make sure to watch and love it ;)

Beelzebub

2011-12-21T01:13:00.000-08:00

Hey guys&girls! I know I've been very super idle lately cause I don't know what to blog about, but now, I do have :3

Its about this new anime called Beelzebub!

Its been airing in Malaysia since 1st of December in astro's Animax.

At first I thought it wasn't nice so I ignored it but when I'm watching it, I laughed like crazy!

If you don't know it, I'll post a picture below

I can't clearly say what the story is about so I'll copy and paste the story.

The story follows the "strongest juvenile delinquent," Oga Tatsumi, who is a first year in "Ishiyama High," a school for delinquents. The story starts as he is telling the story of how he found the baby to his best friend Furuichi Takayuki. One day while doing laundry by the river (actually, taking revenge on people trying to kill him in his sleep), he sees a man floating down it. He pulls him to shore and it splits in half which reveals a baby boy inside. This boy is the son of the great demon king and he has been chosen as the one to raise it with the baby's maid Hilda. The story follows his life with the child and at the delinquent school. The early chapters of the manga follow Oga as he attempts to 'pass on' Baby Beel to other students at Ishiyama, (The theory is that if Oga can find someone more evil and stronger than him, Baby Beel will attach to that person instead of Oga), and he eventually meets the Touhoushinki (Ishiyama's strongest four).He first meets Hajime Kanzaki, the first of the Touhoushinki and the closest to dominating the school. After defeating Kanzaki, Oga, who was originally impressed by his attitude, was found to be even more appealing to Beel.

A while after, Oga discovered a symbol on the back of his right hand. Hilda explains that it is the fly king seal more commonly known as the zebub spell, the family crest of the royal family. The appearance of the seal means that he has officially made a contract with beel. She also explains that the more evil he is, the more complex the design of the seal will become. Oga attempts to prevent the seal from growing by preventing himself to get into fights, but eventually has to give up. This is due to Himekawa, the second of the Touhoushinki, capturing Hilda and Furuichi, so he infiltrated Himekawa's base and defeated him by using the zebub blast for the first time. The consequences of using it caused the crest to stretch across his arm, Hilda commented after looking at the crest that the amount of energy used that time would have driven a normal person mad.

A trip to the park caused a meeting with a girl called Aoi who was with her brother Kouta, Oga's first words "Please go out with me" created a misunderstanding which stayed within Aoi's heart. Oga told Beel to fight, possibly as a joke, but Kouta accepted the challenge and easily pushed Beel off a bench, it was this event sparked the rivalry between the two babies. A mother in the park eventually reports him to a police, but he defeated him easily after the policeman insulted Oga and Aoi. It is later revealed that Aoi, who was in disguise the whole time, is the leader of the Red tails and another member of the Touhoushinki.

Aoi, who was apparently away from school during the first two events, returned to school to defeat Oga, as she failed to find his name last time, to prevent him front causing any more trouble within the school. But on encounter, she realized that she had already met Oga, but not vice versa. After he dodged her attacks twice, he notices beel's interest in Aoi and so says"Please become this kid's mother"that causes another misunderstanding, when it was actually a request for her to replace him as a parent. The fight is postponed, and Hilda soon arrives to give beel's milk. The MK5, which returns later in the manga, make their debut in the story only to be defeated in a five panel pattern to be used again later in the story. After the fight beel senses something which turns out to be the last of the Toushinki, Toujou. Oga, however, did not notice.

Aoi sees Oga and Hilda's fight with MK5, and believes in the rumours that they are husband and wife. She is challenged by Hilda to a fight so she can test her ability, the fight ends quickly with Hilda deciding that Aoi wasn't on the same level as Oga. At the same time Oga was confronted by Chiaki and Nene. Two female students told Aoi that Oga had injured the two of them, which later turns out to be MK5.

Aoi fights Oga to avenge her two classmates, while Oga was assuming that she wanted to accept the role of becoming beel's parent. Nene, at the same time, woke up in the infirmary and goes to warn Aoi of MK5's trap, which turns out to be schemed by Miwa. MK5, however, prevents anyone from interupting Aoi and Oga's fight. Nene was about to get shot, but Natsume appeared and fought with MK5 to allow Nene to tell Aoi. She was unfortunately too late, as Aoi had already seemed to defeated Oga and was just in time for Miwa and Ikari to take over.

Oga suddenly gets back up and defeats Ikari and Miwa easily. It is then shown that Furuichi and Hilda have been watching the whole time. Oga, Furuichi, Hilda and baby Beel went to the beach in search for Toujou to hand baby Beel over to him, not knowing as this was a plot set by Kanzaki and Himekawa for both Toujou and Oga to crush each other. Aoi went to the beach as well to warn Oga about Toujou's strength. Oga and the gang had troubles searching for Toujou and were set in a wild goose chase. Oga decided to write a letter of challenge to Toujou and have Aoi pass it to him. Aoi attempted to tear it but one of Toujou's henchmen found it. They were supposed to meet between the two rocks at 5 pm. Oga was confronted by the MK5 once again but Oga quickly defeated them and arrived late. Toujou left after crushing several motorcycle gangs which inspired Oga to find Toujou. Later, baby beel starts feeling sick. It appears he came down with a summer cold, Oga's tatoo myseteriously vanishes and later that night he disappears. Hilda kicks Oga out of his house and leaves to find help in the demon world. Oga goes off to find Beel, and eventually he runs into Tojou, who as it turns out has beel on his back. After a scuffle, Toujou comes out as the victor, and asks Oga to challenge him again sometime. Once Oga gets home, he is in a surprise to find Hilda there waiting for him, with a strange glob demon doctor known as Dr.Furucas and his assistand Lamia. Furucas reveals that the cold is actually beel's way of coping with a rise of his power, by keeping the energy within himself, and that he cut off the link between him and Oga to protect him. Lamia then injects Oga with a drug that allows him to reestablish the connection with beel. He then goes to confront tojou with the aid of the three other tohoshinki. Once he makes it to toujou, beel returns to normal and goes back to oga. Toujou and Oga then have one final duel in which Oga is victorious, but baby beel's influx of power causes him to destroy Ishiyama.

Source by Google :)

There you go!

Make sure you watch it!

I promise you that you'll get addicted to it!

Black Butler

2011-11-28T09:53:00.001-08:00

Other than Nurarihyon no Mago, I have also seen an interest in Black Butler , also an anime!
Its bout one of the noble families in England-Phantomhive-has a butler, Sebastian Michaels. He has an unquestionably perfect knowledge, manners, talent with materials, martial arts and much more. But for some reason, he serves a 12 year old master...
I watched one episode before and I got captivated by it.
Call me childish alright, cause I watch anime's and still read manga's :p
This anime is not bad I give 5 stars for it!

Nurarihyon no Mago

2011-11-28T09:16:00.001-08:00

I don't know when is this anime released and I discovered this anime in Animax.
And oh god, I didn't know I would be attracted to it and now, I'm addicted! KYAA!~
While waiting for it to buffer, I'm blogging now to say how awesome this anime is! xD
The part of yokai(demon) in him is just so damn hot!
Summary:

Rikuo Nura, is 3 parts human and a quarter demon, lives in a house of spirits with his grandfather, the current clan of the Nura Yokai. Rikuo is set to be the next clan head, despite the fact he dislikes his demon side. He soon come to terms with his demon blood and decides to take his position as young master of the Nura House. However there are those who will certainly not allow it to be easy.

This comes in a manga too! Hope you guys read it and enjoy the anime!

Tsubasa's New Product Eyelash Case

2011-11-28T08:45:00.001-08:00

I'm sorry if that post is screwed up cause when I'm trying to fix it nicely, its just not goin my way.
So lastly, I wanna post the picture of the eyelash case.
The design had been already changed.
Its just so cute!

Tsubasa New Dolly Wink Product!

2011-11-25T04:11:00.001-08:00

Click this to go to the official website!Its super nice and I think, its really really feminine and grow upI'm now going thru the trouble to save the pictures. I took some pictures from that blog and I'm really sorry, hahahahaha
Hope that blogger didnt see my blog anyway :/
Anyways, lets get back to the topic :)
Enjoy!

These are the lashes

Set 1. Natural Dolly

2. Sweet Cat

3. Pure Sweet

And next, the lower lashes

4. Feminine Girl

5. Baby Girl

6. Natural Cute

3 brown eye mascara's

Available in 1. Milk Tea, 2. Mocha and 3. Cocoa

I don't really know how to use it but...if you guys know, then buy it :D

There are also eyebrow pencils, its actually better if she made gray coloured ones though

Available in 1. Honey Brown, 2. Choco Brown and 3. Dark Chocolate

I wanna start to use eyebrow pencils cause I wanna try it and when you apply it during photographs, it looks sharp :3

Okay, I don't know what are these for but....let's check it out, shall we? ;)

Eyebrow Powder! I think they're used on the eyebrows but I don't know whether they'll last or not, but they look so cute!

Available in 1. Honey Brown, 2. Choco Brown and 3. Dark Chocolate

These are the eyelash fix which the one in pink is the standard one and the purple in colour is in black colour.

New House & Thoughts

2011-11-19T21:49:00.001-08:00

I would like to have my text in the center today cause I got bored of doing the same thing everytime. :D

Anyways, recently, I moved to my new house in Kajang but I'll be still staying in Cheras.

When I saw my mum's happy face in the kitchen yesterday( in my new house ), I was so happy for her

Its been a long time I never see that happy face of hers after so many stuff had happened in my family.

I feel so happy for her too and for my thoughts, its been about him.

Actually, on the last day of school 18.11.2011 #nowwatching Alexandra Stan - Mr Saxobeat
I didn't expect him to come to school, to see his girlfriend...
Actually that girlfriend of his now is back together recently and they don't look like a couple though...
I don't know whether are they still together now but I wish them all the best(again).
Sometimes, I do care bout him but he doesn't care bout me and he even unfollwed me in Twitter. Ugh.
Whatever, I don't wanna care.
And yeah, my room is filled with my new curtain, bed, cupboard and dressing table!
I'm shoooo happy! :DDDDDD
It ends here and picture of the month (look below)

Blog more :p

2011-11-16T09:05:00.001-08:00

Grr, I can't change the music cause there's something wrong, damn it..

Anyways, I gotta update my blog cause it feels like its never been touched for decades xD

So stay tuned guys :)

Almost End Of School

2011-11-16T08:30:00.001-08:00

My god, I feel that 2011 has the fastest time that passes...
I felt that i've been typing "time flies" a lot.. -.-
Sorry :P
And its almost near to the end of school..
Man, I'm gonna miss my friends and all
Anyways, there's a lot of up and downs that i dont wanna remember but thanks to them, i learned how to face and stay strong as ever.
Guess what, I don't know that after all this time, locking my own feelings in my heart, I just realized that I still like that ex of mine..wth..IKR?!
By the way, this coming Friday, I don't know why, I'm gonna go reminiscing the memories the days I had with him...
Hahahahahaha, I have nothing to do..I know
#nowplaying Warzone by The Wanted
I know I'm taking a very long time to get over him
I really just hope that I can get over him and get back to the normal me a year ago ;)
I don't know that we were strangers before and now a stranger means everything in your world, weird right?
He's the person I love so so so so much and I even prayed for him to get good results for his SPM xD
Hope he doesn't know it, since he gave me his luck for my operation few months ago, I'll repay him this prayer
But he's being a jerk (a little) cause I washed my hands when I wanna wish him luck for SPM, and he kinda shook it insincerely
Thats disappointing..
If i can, I wanna slap that face of his, nahh, just joking :)
Its been so long I've typed this long
I gotta go edit my song from that iPhone in my blog and I'll be back :3

New Banner :B

2011-11-04T10:21:00.001-07:00

Saw the new banner?
I downloaded the banner in shabbyblogs.com
I'm a very pinky person, I know XD
Well, I got bored of my blog like this so I changed it and I did this by myself.
I'm quite pretty impressed of myself, no one even thought me how to do it :p
Seriously! hahahahahaha
Hope you love it :)

Swayed or Confused?

2011-11-04T08:51:00.000-07:00

These days, I've been dreaming bout my 6th ex boyfriend, the one I've been blogging bout since early February.
I don't know why but my friends said that I miss him and can't move on.
Actually, I don't like him anymore and I really don't know why...
Its true that I kinda miss him and every night, he seem to cross thru my mind ( few weeks ago )
Seriously, I'm swayed and confused at the same time cause after breaking up with him, I never date anymore.
Got sick of it ahahahaha
Hmm, oh well, we chatted back again.
Good news isn't it? :D

Hi November!

2011-10-31T09:06:00.001-07:00

Wow, I didn't know time passes so fast and its November already.
Wassup November? :DD

Happy Halloween! :D

2011-10-31T09:04:00.000-07:00

I wish everyone in the whole wide world a Happy Halloween!
Today its my bro's birthday but I never took a picture with him lols.
He got no cake this year, sad for him xD
Anyways, today was fun and its my first time being so sarcastic and laughing the whole day in school.
But today some of my friends criticized me, urgh, arent they just tired of it somehow?
Its kinda annoying
Oh well, the more they criticize me, the more I will do better than before!
Positive ehh? :p
Teehee, I'm posting a picture of the month today! :D

Beauty Pop

2011-10-27T08:07:00.000-07:00

This manga is totally awesome and since I never read from the beginning, I read it and its so damn awesome!
You should read this manga!
It includes all beauty aspects and a heart thrilling manga, I've been reading manga to past my past time.
Since I never go anywhere during he holidays :D

Secret Garden

2011-10-27T08:04:00.000-07:00

I know I might be late for watching this drama and I know you all know about this Korean Drama right?
Its Secret Garden!
WHEEEEEE!
This is really a FAWSOME drama!
I've never seen this kinda drama which includes so many things.
After watching this drama, I started to fall in love with Hyun Bin and Ha Ji Won!
KYAAAA!~
Hyun Bin is just so god damn handsome!
FYI, Ha Ji Won is also god damn pretty! XD
I laughed and cried in this drama for it is kinda pitiful
Its been a long time this kind of drama really moves me
I wanna rate this drama 5stars man!
If you havent watched it, YOU BETTER WATCH!

I-Have-Nothing-To-Do

2011-10-27T07:54:00.000-07:00

Luckily I still have a blogger account.
Hahaahhahahaha
Cause I feel that my blog is kinda outdated tho..
So I wanna update it for a while, time flies so fast this year.
I really don't like it for I have to face SPM next year.
Urgh.
And I have to study hard for this December for preparing my SPM
I should also blog some nice stuff and my grades for my final exam aint that good.
I'm dead :/
And I don't want my hair to be cut off too :(
I'll be posting for what I did during the holidays..so, STAY TUNED :3

Breast Cancer Month

2011-10-19T06:04:00.000-07:00

Its breast cancer month people!

And I helped them by buying a RM4 breast cancer in my school. :)

I helped so many people this month xD

Oh well, since I'm bored, I used photobooth to camwhore a bit :3

See that pink band?

And I'm sorry if I'm ugly here cause I'm at home :B

My Life Now :)

2011-10-19T05:46:00.000-07:00

My life now is really really 10x great! :DDDDD

REALLY!

I've now hung out with different friends and they're the friends I really needed.

And the good thing is, they speak english ;)

My life now is a lot happier and full of laughter. I really love it and thanks to the hardships from before, I learned a lotta things and thanks to it, I've get to see nice people other than them :)

Thank you God :)

And one picture to show my gratitude, here it is (its a retarded one but I love it)

The Boys

2011-10-19T05:06:00.000-07:00

I'm updating bout SNSD's latest album, The Boys!

The music video for the Korean Version is already out today!

And its so amazing that SNSD had signed contracts with some entertainment in the US and they had an english version.

And I dont know why it was banned -.-

Anyways, please enjoy the pictures I put :3

And actually, I don't like some of their members, such as Jessica and sunny but I just put it for the sake of putting. :)

Tiffany

Jessica

SeoHyun

Yuri

Sunny

HyoYeon

YoonA

SooYoung

TaeYeon❤

World Food Day

2011-10-18T00:48:00.000-07:00

It was on 16.11.2011

Its my first time going to these kind of events where you pack food for hungry kids in Africa.

Yeap, and I didn't know so many people showed up.

No offence, it was very fun and I'm kinda proud of myself for saving so many hungry people and we ( Sri Garden peeps ) packed so many meals like..a million?

Well, they're ( the people who organized it ) aim are more than that.

Its not only Sri Garden but the schools under Taylor's like, Taylor's Lakeside and Taylor's Hartamas did join.

It hurts my heart too see that so many rice grains fell on the floor and got swept away by the maids.

Cause with that much rice grains on the floor, it can even feed more than a million. :(

I did the sealing and adding of rice grains into each pack.

I went there with my brother.

It was fun and if there's a next time, I wanna go again :D

Only pic, sorry :)

SORREEHH!

2011-10-18T00:39:00.001-07:00

I'm soooo sorrehhh for not updating my blog for soooooooo long..

Cause of my exams and I have to study just to get god marks so that my hair wont get cut off.

I will be updating soon. :)

A Buddhist Hand Sign Musical

2011-09-30T01:42:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry for not updating for so long beloved peeps!

I've went to a buddhist hand sign musical a few weeks ago.

This musical made me cry for there were some touching moments.

And this guy who organized this was super rich, he didn't want anyone's donations.

He had a lot of dialysis centres and people in Malaysia can go there for free.

Amazing right?

Now, enjoy the pictures :3

Neverland by U-KISS

2011-09-09T09:25:00.000-07:00

Finally, U KISS had their second album, Neverland.

The songs here are all so awesome and my Kevin is so damn fucking hawt!

I'll show you how hawt he is!

I told you guys he's hawy right? KYAAAAAAAA!~

I start to fall in love with him more when I saw their Neverland MV.

Go watch it guys, you'll never regret it! x)

Heartstrings

2011-09-09T09:13:00.001-07:00

This drama was also known as You've Fallen For Me.

As you can see, the handsome guy was Jung Yong Hwa and the pretty girl was Park Shin Hye.

This actor and actress have been starred in You're Beautiful drama.

They look together I know, but Shin Hye look better with Jang Keun Suk. XD

This drama is soooo good that I just have to blog about it!

Really, go and watch it.

Its not a love triangle, no rivals.

Its a fair and square love :)

Go listen to their OST's, its awesome!

Ouran High School Host Club Drama

2011-09-09T09:10:00.000-07:00

This is the drama peeps!

The main characters, the one who played Suoh Tamaki and Fujioka Haruhi are beautiful people but the others are looking kinda gay...and not handsome.

I prefer the anime than this but the acting in the drama is not that bad, its kinda funny :DD

This is my intro to you so please enjoy!

Lotsa Things In My Mind

2011-09-09T08:52:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking too much lately. GAHHHH. HELP ME! :O

Time's been passing out so fast and I never really blog much, sorry guys!

Sorry for the least updates :/

Ever since my friends went away from me, I seem to be very lonely and oversensitive at times, I hate that feeling.

And this year, I seem to hang out with different groups and I broke my record, I change it for 3 times and this is the fourth time.

I'm hanging out with Miki, a girl who's been with me in Sri Garden since primary.

We have the same thoughts and we're the #foreveralone peeps :)

I kept changing cause I can't seem to have anything to chat with my other friends. I feel like an extra and someone disturbing their world. HAHAHAHA.

And yeah, this is my life now. No best friends sticking to me.

Its really hard when you can't rely to anyone that you can really trust.

I don't know whether the title seem to fit this po

st today, but I think I can only come up with that one.

If you guys have looked in my tweets, they're kinda emo for so many things had happened.

None of my friends look at my tweets but only for the people who had Twitter account.

And now, when I tell my problems to some of my good friends, they seem to be tired listening to them.

I feel so disappointed in them. REALLY DISAPPOINTED.

So many things have changed.

And today, in the afternoon around 2 pm, a friend of mine came in to my class.

He saw me sitting infront of the class computer watching drama and he asked me whether am I alone.

I said yeah and let me be alone in a joking way and he said that if I wanna have friends, go check out my own personality first.

I didn't know why tears bursting out after he said it.

Somehow, I don't deserve being treated this way.

He's not been wearing these shoes I'm wearing.

Well, I don't really mind it and I'm blogging while waiting for my video to load.

I'm watching Ouran High School Host Club Drama.

They came out a drama. XD

I'll put one picture of mine, since I don't want my blog to be so boring

This is for now peeps. KTHXBAII! :DD

My Holidays :)

2011-09-03T04:18:00.000-07:00

I went to Pahang for some temple thing my grandfather and grandma devoted for.

Well, it was kinda boring tho...

But I saw this performance and the dancers have and awesome body. It even has muscles but not six packs :p

I want their body!

Let the pictures talk! x)

My Masterpieces ♥

2011-08-26T01:13:00.000-07:00

I have not been updating lately cause I have nothing to blog about, this week has been okay and the girl said sorry to me. Wow.

I didn't even knew that I would actually forgive her, oh well, whats in the past is the past. ;)

However, I forgot to blog about my masterpieces from what I did in school. One of it took me 1 month to finish. I know right? XD

Oh well, I have one free painting which expresses my feelings and those colors are from the heart♥

The one I took to finish in 1 month ;)

My free painting, titled : Colors From The Heart♥

20.8.2011♥

2011-08-21T00:22:00.000-07:00

That day was my beloved mummy's birthday and the day which was filled with beautiful memories :3

But I already let them go, no point in remembering them somehow, I just want it to be the last :)

Oh well, we went to karaoke at Fahrenheit shopping mall. CEO was always beautiful. Remember the karaoke center I went with my sis on that day?

Yeap. That one. :B

Let the pictures talk now! :33

A Mini Update #3

2011-08-19T19:01:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, this is just another mini update and my life now is kinda like a free roamer cause I have no particular group to hang out now and I quit hanging out with the three girls I'm hanging out during break and lunch cause..

One of the girls there, dated my ex whom I used to love.

And I have no face to see her and I don't wanna see her drug addict looking boyfriend cause it makes me sick and there is another reason I didn't wanna hang out with them anymore.

Can't believe I cried hysterically when I knew it. My god.

Cause one of a friend I know is hanging out with them and come to see that, I don't really like it having her around. So I came out of it.

Well, lucky, I have quite plenty of friends and I'm hanging out with two girls. :)

Life's simple like that eh? *laughs*

Good news is, I already moved on with everything and going with the flow now. :DD

Adapted Manga's :D

2011-08-19T09:09:00.000-07:00

I know I didn't really update my blog these days and yes, I have a post to talk about! ;B

I've been reading some adapted manga's and these manga's are just so awesome

They're about Jesus Christ and its very interesting that I can just finish in one day!

25 bucks for a full coloured page manga. Very reasonable, ain't it? ;)

I'm gonna buy the fifth book called, MANGA Messengers.

Well, I'm very into these kinda stuff cause I have deep interest in knowing histories of it, as in bibles :)

A Mini Update #2

2011-08-09T19:29:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, very sorry for not updating for so long!

But I promise I will update soon enough with good things I wanna share!

I'm very happy that I've already moved on without him but sometimes, I would stalk his Twitter and Facebook page. Pfffttt .______.

Well, some bloody things just occurred again and I didn't know that this person would have such a dark heart, I didn't even do anything wrong. Pathetic much?

What to do, they just want some shit attention. Really pathetic.

All I have to do is just don't give a fuck about it.

Its just that I'm disappointed in these kinda people

Since I don't have picture of the month, I decided to have one! :DD

Picture of the month! :DDDD

August

2011-08-02T03:42:00.000-07:00

August treats me really good and I feel so much happier :)

I love you August :)

SGMUN 2011

2011-08-02T03:21:00.001-07:00

SGMUN 2011, I think its kinda the suckiest conference I had been to but I have made a lotta new friends and seeing new people :3

I went to a cafe called Caffeinees and the food there aren't bad too!

There were only 7 delegates in SPECPOL and only 12 delegates in SOCHUM on the first day.

On the first day, seafood pizza made our whole day! It was AWESOME!

It was on 29-31 of July 2011.

Those three days were AWESOME!

There were a lot of boycotting thats why very few people joined :/

I saw my old friend, Carmen Goh and yeah, its been a long time we never talked :)

Well, less crapping and let the pictures talk!

The group photo :D

Darryl

Arthur

Suh Choi

Amin!

Yusoof!

Tom Yam, nomnom! This is what I ate on the 3rd day

Phooi Sze's escargots

Carmen's waffle ;p

I drank that :3

My cola!

The toilet ;p

What I ate on the 2nd day of MUN in Cafeinees

I love this pic the most :3

I've Moved On

2011-07-31T05:13:00.000-07:00

According to all the emo posts I've posted, that was buried in the past and i've moved on without them.

Now, I have new friends, new life and new environment with my new friends :)

I feel much more happier with them and for now, I have no best friends but only had good friends with me :)

And I have a good news for you guys, I've moved on without him already!

Its been 13 months I loved him and I know its time to move on.

He also offended me on the day before I moved on.

And I feel that I don't really deserve to cry and hurt for him.

We have to let go of things which are not meant to be with us. :)

And yes, I felt much more better now :3

My quote : We have to let go of things which are not meant to be with us

Emo Post #3

2011-07-31T05:03:00.000-07:00

26/7/2011

I should stop crying now. Its time for me to be strong. If I keep on crying, I won't even know how to move on anymore. I'm lost. I'm out of words. I don't even know what to say anymore. When every time they walk past, they never said hi or bye. I think I'm not meant to be with them. They're much more happier without me. I'm always #foreveralone. Even though I still have other friends, I'm actually still feeling lonely cause I'm friends with S & L for a long time? Yeah, they gave me the happiness and warmth that I need. Thank you :) and bye :D

Emo Post #2

2011-07-31T04:03:00.000-07:00

26/7/2011

I think I'm thinking too much. AGAIN. Why? Because I care about my best friends? Well, yes, I do. I can't accept the fact that they're not with me now. And I feel that I'm a person which can be taken for granted. People just take me when they want and throw me when they don't need it and I feel I got thrown away T.T All they need is them and they don't need me anymore. Yeah, I deserve this shit. Seriously, I think I'm treating them too nice. Fuck. Why is this always happening to me? Why can't this thing happen to others? FUCK!! Nobody even know how I feel man. I don't even dare to use the word 'friend' anymore. When S told me that we're still friends, I was like "really?" If you were my best friend, you would stick with me and never leave me. So what if I tell you how I feel? Nothing would change. So what if I tell you the truth? It will change nothing! Nothing at all! I always treat them so nice and guess what I get in the end? HURT! Next time, I will wisely choose my friends so I won't regret anymore.

Emo Post #1

2011-07-31T03:49:00.000-07:00

Due to my emo-ness and for the sake of updating my blog, these emo post are my true feelings ;)

25/7/2011

I feel that people would be happier without me being around them. Some even don't have feelings about it. I know I might be emo and stuff but some people don't deserve my friendship towards them cause they're not worth it. I never followed 'my gang' anymore cause of so many things that happened. I now hang out with one of my close friend and she seem to be nice, like REALLY NICE. ♥ feel that I haven't found my true best friend yet cause best friends will be there for you no matter what. But this time, I don't think I found them yet. When can the true, one and only best friend come? Cause I know that in life, there's gonna be just one for me. I'm writing all my feelings down for my friend suggested this way for me, for it really works somehow. When we grow up, people say they lose friends but no, its not. We're just finding our one and only true friend. :)

SORRY!

2011-07-28T04:29:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating for so long guys!

But I promise to blog okays?

Cause I got a lotta things goin on. :/

I'll have mini updates. Don't worry :3

Looking Back

2011-07-23T08:12:00.000-07:00

I looked back to the post I've posted in a few years back and last years, I realized I kept on posting stupid things. -.-

Mostly is about the guy whom I previously loved. -.-

Its like, kinda all bout love and a lil friendship.

But mostly, they're my life lah!

LOLS!

But looking back, you'll know how much you have grown and change. :)

IFF 2011

2011-07-23T07:35:00.000-07:00

This year's IFF (International Food Fiesta) was kinda boring and un-fun like last year cause the IFF got a lot smaller and I don't know where the stalls are.

I bought a lot of cold drinks instead of eating :/

There's nothing to eat.

My booth, Kimmie's Nail Corner, didn't really earn much :(

Cause I didn't put my poster outside to promote it.

Well, its kinda screwed at first cause there were no place for me to go on with my business.

However, what pleases me is my club shirt, (I'm from the Art and Photography club) which is in BLUE!

My first time having a club tee in blue. Its really really nice and finally, I can wear my high waist pants.

A lotta people wear it. My sister spot 3 people wearing it.

Wow. Topshop, you're being loved by so many people.

I didn't really hang out so much cause I work. The weather there its like, WTF. SO FUCKING HOT

I saw a Domo kun bag and what the hell, its sooo damn cute!

Me, Kelly and Yung Wern wanted it sooo much! XDD

We were like wanting to buy together and bring it to school together :3

When me, my lil bro and annoying lil cousin sis are goin back home, my sis parked her car so far cause there were no parking lots in school, and that walking made my leg hurt cause I'm wearing high heels. :/

Kinda pain :(

Well, thats all for today! Bye~

Going On A Lotta Things

2011-07-23T05:56:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, I didn't really blog cause there a lotta things going on in my friendship life.

Grr, I really regret that I never really listened to my dearest sister and I get enough already.

And I knew what I'm going to do now, is not to care about them anymore, STUDY HARD.

It was really hectic that day.

I wanted to take it slowly with her until she said, this one word(translated by me) "Whatever"

I've forgotten who shouted first but it was the worst fight I've ever been through.

I admit my mistakes and I know I'm the wrong one at first for being so sensitive these few weeks okay? Cause I just don't like people to bitch about me

But seriously, there's no point in saying sorry cause i'm not the one who's at fault for the very first start.

There's no point in telling you the truth either. :)

You're not deserved to be my friend.

By the way, I got some great encouragement from my sister and my old, childhood, kindy buddy, Sharon Wong.

I chatted with her and told my problems and some of it are really really encouraging. :)

Well, she's one of my closest friends when I was young :)

Thanks to these two people very much. SERIOUSLY

Go visit her blog at www.sharon-wong.blogspot.com

An interesting blog ;) *promoting her blog* XD

Mock Debate Sri Garden

2011-07-16T10:10:00.000-07:00

I went for my mock debate today and I didn't know it would turn out to be sooo fun!

It started to get fun at the second debate on the topic of International Nuclear Weapons policy.

My old friend, childhood friend and ex boyfriend whom I dated when I was 10, JT made some hand gestures and some funny things that we all laughed in the hall.

A lotta people left when the second topic was being held. :/

But they missed the fun part, seriously.

Oh well, never think I really brought my MacBook to school just to do some research.

And its my first time writing my own resolution and my seniors say its not bad :)

I'm happy and glad!

I made my opening speech kinda late cause I never really thought about it but it went well.

I never even knew that asking delegate some questions was also fun too :3

I took some pictures with my friends and it was only 3 pictures

First time taking pictures with Kriishand (the indian there), Jean, Richmond and Elvis

I feel loved here :3

p/s: I took some pics with Elvis last year ;) and the finger near Jean was Winson, spoiler -.-

Kriishand and Jean

And this is JT ;)

p/s: His hair is really long ehh ;)

15072011

2011-07-16T09:32:00.000-07:00

That was on my friends birthday called Yuen Tin and I went out with my besties today!

We also celebrated it for Lee Juan. :DDDDD

That day was when everybody are hyper!

They're Mei Yin, Lee Juan and Su Yi~

We went to Jusco today to buy the things I need for my IFF cause I'm having my own nail corner!

Awesome right?

Well, let pictures talk shall we? ;)

We are Bunnies~

p/s: We're trying on some cute hairbands :3

Just Us <3

My food

Lee Juan's food!

The birthday girl <3

Transformers 3 : Dark Of The Moon

2011-07-14T05:06:00.000-07:00

This movie was really the BOMB!

It was really really awesome.

I watched this with my dad last last week I think.

Rose Whitely huntington was soooo extremely hot and her accent is kinda deep but beautiful!

Her accent didnt really match the movie though. :/

I still prefer Megan fox for she really is suited for this movie.

Well, more new robots came out and Sentinel Prime is really a big big BASTARD!

I love Optimus Prime cause he's so AWESOME!

I love what he says in every movie, especially in this movie, he said "You may lose your faith in us, but never in yourself" to Shia Lebouf.

How inspirational!

When I'm Alone

2011-07-14T04:45:00.000-07:00

When I'm alone, I start to think about him and start crying.

I was alone today for I saw a nemesis of mine was with them and since I didn't wanna bother them, I wanna sleep in class and when I looked at the ring that he gave me, I started crying

If he were still here with me, he wouldn't let me be sad, lonely and crying.

He would be there to tell me that everything will be alright and tell me that he loves me

But, nahh, that won't happen already :(

Sometimes, I was always the one kinda got left out cause I think about other people first and not myself :3

I couldn't take the loneliness anymore so I called a close friend of mine, Yung Wern.

She accompanied me. How sweet :3

♡

When I got back to class, I told Lee Juan I cried quietly and lonely.

She felt so guilty :(

She told me to take her away with me, but I told her I would bother her.

She said No. AWWWWW!

Should have took her

How much I love her and Su Yi XD

♡

Dried Contact Lenses

2011-07-14T04:36:00.000-07:00

I wanna post about how my contact lens get dried up. :(

Well, it was just yesterday that I found out that it was dried and I was sooo sad that I cried.

Cause I thought of my mother who worked so hard for the money and she paid this for me.

Lucky, I didn't threw it away and kept it instead.

I saved it today by putting contact solution I borrowed from my friend.

It slowly goes into shape and yeah baby, it saved my contact lenses!

I was so happy :3

Here's a picture of it

Cool ehh? XD

Milky Bunny - Bunny Days ♥ (PV)

2011-07-12T19:55:00.000-07:00

Tsubasa Masuwaka looks really really pretty and cute here :3

Oh my god.

I'm addicted to her and her make up stuff :3

But the song is kinda noisy though. :/

Enjoy~~

Tired Of All The Shits

2011-07-12T03:35:00.000-07:00

Go look at the post in Tumblr cause I didn't want anymore drama and a lotta people know by seeing my blogger so I posted it on Tumblr instead.

www.kimmieism.tumblr.com

Beyonce

2011-07-09T00:32:00.000-07:00

She looks so hot here and I just found out her new song called " Best Thing I Never Had "

Her mv is full of pretty wedding gowns and beautiful reception place for her wedding :3

Her crown is also very pretty :3333

Omg!~

And I fell in love with her song too :3

So meaningful

Here's one of the dress, BEAUTIFUL

And her tiara here ,

I know the picture cant see her tiara but go watch her video!

A Mini Update #1

2011-07-09T00:20:00.000-07:00

Ohaii guys!~

I know I'm not really updating my blog cause I had nothing I wanna write bout but, here's the thing

I was in the art room with some of my friends and my art teacher who taught me last year came in to do his piece of art.

When he's doing it, my friends start goofing him and I took pictures. Here's what we did

End of story, we really had fun anyways. :B

Things Finally Go Well

2011-07-05T19:59:00.000-07:00

Things kinda sorted it all out and hope this will NEVER come again.

Seriously tired of all these friendship fight shits.

If it ever happens again, I will just walk out of that life and ignore cause its really really stupid.

Eventhough there's a friendship fight, I never hated them cause I don't want that cycle of hate to continue and it makes people really bad and suck-ish.

FYI, I will just feel angry.

And well, I never really think much about him already but when I look at him, I will still feel my heart beats for him cause it still means I love him.

But all I wanna say is "If you love someone, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were. #MPH" from TweetsWeLove from Twitter

I didn't know that I took so much time just to forget him and its been already 7 months now. WTF

Thats kinda long right? XDDD

Well, give me some time. ;)

Something I wanna say

2011-07-05T19:52:00.000-07:00

杨镇南,我爱你<3

Lately

2011-07-05T02:02:00.000-07:00

Lately, things have been so screwed just because of some little things and I'm better now.

Told one of my trusted friend and (censored) cause I can't take it anymore.

I feel much more better that I knew the truth all along and yeah, :)

Things got worse than before but I ignored it. :)

Cause it wasn't worth it.

This is what we call LIFE

To me, I think LIFE is all about going through challenging things you face everyday and when we couldn't take it, we just vented it on something, break down and cry.

Its okay to do those sometimes cause humans like us, can't be strong forever.

The things we challenge everyday was like a lesson to us and how we face it.

The most important thing is how we face it.

And, don't runaway from the truth. Be ready to face it accept the consequences!

This is all I wanna say today ;)

Wish you all good luck in life!

July

2011-07-03T04:12:00.000-07:00

Time flies and July is here~

You know, seriously, I wanted this to be a better month but no, IT GETS WORSE

I dont know. Well, I just know it got worse. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Hmm, lemme me see, I can become a LOVE guru and thats a good thang but bad things seem to come over me. I really hated the feeling :/

Nothing is really coming my way though.

Nothing in life really comes your way. :(

I have been watching this awesome Taiwanese drama called Drunken To Love You or known as Love You(醉后决定爱上你)

The main cast are Joseph Chang, Rainie Yang, Tiffany Hsu, Alien Huang and Kingone Wang.

This drama really rocks okay!

Its soooo fitted for me to watch this cause my fav actress and singer, Rainie Yang is inside it and obviously, I watch this drama because of her.

Its also kinda for "not moving on" people to watch this. In one of the episodes, I cried cause its so touching!

So Fucked Up Confused

2011-06-30T02:34:00.000-07:00

I'm so fucked up confused about my feelings.

To just forget him, I found a hottie in my school who is a basketball national player to be my target.

But I have no intentions in getting him cause he's not interested in girls at our age, YET.

I dont even know how to get guys already cause I lost the skill? :/

I'm not interested in him anymore

By the way, girls are not supposed to go for guys but boys are supposed to chase girls ;)

Anyway, back to the topic?

I dont know why, when moving on, I still have these little feelings for him

My god, can't I just get it over already?

I know its really normal but its been 5 months already (coming near to 6 months) just to forget him.

I took 6 months to love him and now, I need to take 6 months to forget him?!

This is the first guy whom I love so much.

I've never felt like this before.

But I'm much happier now and I dont really love him soooo much like before.

Cause I'm moving on :)

I'm happy but I thought over and over by asking myself whether to get him back again :/

A lot of my friends said no cause they dont wanna let me be hurt again

I've heard about second chances but no third chances

But I think, the feelings really change, not worth it going for a third chance right?

Its so hard to become just friends for now. I dont wanna lose this connection again

And to say the truth, I kinda regret breaking up with him when he gave me the chance.

I swear, if I get back with you again, I'll never tell your secrets to others and I'll never compare.

I wont let you lose your trust in me

Chemistry Is Fun :D

2011-06-30T02:27:00.000-07:00

I did some chemistry experiments today and is kinda complicated

But the chemistry which I believe is CuSO4 in solid form is disgusting below :/

My bestie, Lee Juan, took this. Credits to her :3 www.leejuandeblog.blogspot.com

The experiments my group made :D

It looks so awesome :3

NaOH / Nitric Acid?

2011-06-26T00:10:00.000-07:00

I dont know what the solution is but I took these pretty pics of the solution.

It has a gradical colour of purple and blue :3

FYI, I accidentally broke a test tube and using a portable Bunsen Burner is dangerous! :O

I'm Staying :D

2011-06-24T00:09:00.000-07:00

I'm still staying in Sri Garden and I'm really happy <3

Cause my father didnt want me to leave Sri Garden too

I never regret telling a person that I'm leaving Sri Garden

He hugged me and actually, I didn't wanna let go but in the end, when he let go, I let go too. ;(

I wanna hug him longer and I knew that he still treat me as a friend. :3

He pinched my cheeks and touched my head, my heart was so so so nervous at Wednesday cause I can't bring out the guts to say it

When I told him that I'm leaving, I shoved out my hand to give him a handshake but instead, he gave me a hug. I'm very very very touched

I hugged him back too.

He knew it when I didnt tell him cause my friend who I mistook her by liking him, told him.

And when I said I wanna leave, he told me not to say anything cause he knew

Oh well, I'm not leaving my friends and my 2nd home.

:)))

Don't Wanna Leave

2011-06-21T19:32:00.000-07:00

I'm saying this cause I might be leaving Sri Garden. :(

I've been studying in this school for 12 years and its my second home.

I have true friends here that no one could replace them and I'm kinda lazy to make new friends in my new school.

Well, if my dad pays the school fees, I'm not leaving but how long must I wait for my father to give it?

I'm now getting ready and I'll discuss with my dad about this.

But I've never seen him for 2 days already. Kinda worried :/

I really don't wanna leave and I can't see him anymore. My god!

I wanna cry but I can't. :(((

If I tell him, I might cry

Moreover, he's the best thing that's ever happened to me :')))

For now, I just like him ;)

Help Me Pass This Challenge

2011-06-19T02:42:00.000-07:00

I've been very stressed out lately cause of my mum

She said that if I can't pass SPM next year, I can't go to college or universities.

She called me to go to work instead. I don't want that to happen cause I dont like to work

I know I have to study hard already but she's giving me a lot of pressure.

Sometimes, I would really wanna shut her up but I know she's doing this for my own good but she keeps repeating it everytime.

I can't take it anymore.

Gahhh, she always make me wanna runaway or cry.

Hope God will help me pass this challenge in my life.

Hot Summer

2011-06-16T03:21:00.000-07:00

Their latest album and repackage!

Finally, they had a repackage album!

Don't you think that the weather now is kinda hot and sticky? This is the perfect song for us!

I had another song to recommend too!

This song is damn awesome and I dont know why Rebecca Black is in there but the most awesome-mest thing is, Kenny G is there! How awesome could that be?

Two of Glee cast are in there which is Darren Cris and Artie!

Katy Perry is really like a nerdy girl and the way she talk is really different.

Other than both songs above, there's a new song of LMFAO which is Champagne Showers.

And I felt that all the songs I recommend are all for summer. Enjoy <3

That song is nice too

Not Sure

2011-06-14T19:40:00.000-07:00

I'm not sure about the feelings I had right now but its DEFINITELY, I don't have any feelings for him anymore

I started to not have feelings anymore when he says that I'm annoying.

I decided not to Skype him anymore and when I see him in school, I feel like punching something.

When I bumped onto him in school, I avoided him at every angle.

Some people told me to be normal friends with like saying hi and bye but I think I'll consider that for a while. :DDDD

By the way, I'm so happy in school now that actually, I'm not left out ;)))))

But I do have a secret which cannot be publicized in here and only a few of my friends knew it.

I'm not sure of it but it will not really happen. HOPE IT DOESN'T

Girl's Blog

2011-06-11T07:50:00.000-07:00

Do you know that when we, girls, are in love, will always post all those kinda things that we wanna say out to the guys, but we dont dare?

Well, as you know it, we, girls, put the things what we wanted to say to them in our blogs, Facebook or even Twitter. But if you want that message not to be seen, put it on Tumblr cause not much people use Tumblr, in a way.

And do you know that a girls blog is always an indirect message to the boys?

Answer is a YES

Thats why, when we, girls are having boyfriends, the boyfriends will always ask the girls whether are they having a blog. DO YOU KNOW WHY?

Cause they wanna see their girlfriends words in the blog which they never say to their boyfriends. :)

So that they know us better ;)

Ciao peeps. Gotta sleep :3

Nights, its now 11.01 pm and I have tuition tomorrow

Fresh New Change

2011-06-11T07:24:00.000-07:00

I finally changed the template and it looks white and fresh.

Doesn't look boring aint it? ;)

김현중(Kim Hyun Joong) - Break Down (feat. Double K)

2011-06-11T00:39:00.000-07:00

김현중(Kim Hyun Joong) - 제발 (Please)

2011-06-11T00:26:00.000-07:00

Break Down

2011-06-11T00:17:00.000-07:00

Remember this face?

Yeah, Its Kim Hyun Joong people!

He's back with his album called Break Down.

He's quite stiff in dancing now but he's a lot buff and looking so muscular *melts*

And the dancing in Please MV is better than in Break Down MV

I've posted the Please MV and please look forward to it <3

10062011

2011-06-10T23:08:00.000-07:00

I had fun that day for I went with my sis and her friends at CEO in Fahrenheit.

CEO is really awesome

I had fun and my uncle's birthday was that day too.

My singing had improved a lot :DDDDDDD

The ceiling

The floor

Now I Realized

2011-06-09T08:08:00.000-07:00

Now I realized I never really blogged much :o

I'll try my best to blog more okay? ;)

Anyways, I've changed the songs and its Replay by SHINee in japanese version though. But its nice. *hehehehehehe*

Having Mr Taxi by SNSD for a long time is boring right? *laughs*

Love In The Mask & Forbidden Kiss

2011-06-09T07:56:00.000-07:00

I've been reading korean manhwa lately and one of em is Love In The Mask

Another one is Forbidden Kiss

Love In The Mask

Forbidden Kiss

Both of these korean manhwa's are awesome and I really recommend this <3

The first one will involve a lot of gang fighting

The second one, not much.

Be sure to enjoy em <3

Tolerating The Feeling

2011-06-08T09:30:00.000-07:00

I don't know why in this 2 weeks of holidays, I feel left out.

I talked to my goddaughter ( we've been treating each other like godmother and goddaughter since I was 13 ) about this and she said one word in chinese which is "忍(ren)"

"忍(ren)", meaning is tolerate.

My goddaughter said that she's kinda being left out too and she's tolerating it.

I've been tolerating and maybe I'm not used to it cause this feeling comes out for a long time? Maybe XD

Hmm, I wonder how my goddaughter tolerates it though. She's my best listener and I really treat her like my daughter somehow, we have a lot in common and talk a lot.

Well, me and my 3 best friends have the same thing in common and we talk a lot. *laughs*

Maybe I shouldn't care bout these feelings ehh. *laughs*

But if I dont care, I dont have to think so much but if I care, I'll go crazy

So, I'm not gonna care bout it and let it naturally :)

I just couldn't wait for this Friday cause I have to go out with her sister and her 2 friends to Fahrenheit 88 shopping mall. Mum is not at ease so I have to accompany her. :/

Topshop & Forever 21

2011-06-08T00:05:00.000-07:00

I had a very happy shopping yesterday cause I finally bought a high waist short pants from Topshop and a plain tee from Forever 21.

God, I love em so much but I didnt take a picture for the high waist but I took a photo for my Forever 21.

Its actually those kind of shirts where you wear your singlet first and put on this tee later on.

My bro bought t shirt, skinny jeans and boat shoes from Topman and it all costs 711 RM. OMG

Finally, Everything is Settled

2011-06-05T20:15:00.001-07:00

Everything is settled already cause my friend had forgiven me and we're just normal friends now.

Well, its better than nothing and she treated me like a best friend. LOLS

I'm happy for that but actually, I've just treat you for what friends are for. I've always treated you as a normal friend, not best friend. :)

Hatred, its USELESS

2011-06-05T19:40:00.000-07:00

Hatred is really useless cause

1. Hatred makes the person uneasy and uncomfortable

2. It makes people having negative thinking

3. It causes people to think a lot and it tires the brain

4. It doesn't do good to anyone of us

5. It causes grudges and causes the emotion to be too emotional

I don't know why some of my friends having someone they didn't like and causes them to be emotional. Can't they just 'forgive and forget'? Seriously.

._____________.

I have to admit that I did have the feeling of hatred before but guess what, I got over it and look at me, I'm superbly okay and fine. Just dont care who hates you cause you dont deserve it :)

Just live your life to the fullest with happiness :3

SHINee Replay Japanese Version

2011-06-03T02:12:00.000-07:00

They had released their MV for their Replay in Japanese Version.

Tae Min is hot with his new hair, Key has his blonde hair again (well, I love it cause I love him! ), Min Ho's new hairstyle made him look like a kid though, Jong Hyun is cool as ever and Onew's hairstyle is much more better!

Yoona appeared in the MV. SHE'S SO DAMN PRETTY!!!

Pretty right? XD

Now I wanna grow my fringe to get her hairstyle. I'm bored of my fringe already.

Anyways, I'm inspired by SHINee's fashion( since a very long time ago when they debuted )

I'm designing the designs which has inspired me and I love their sneakers the most. Well, Yoona's fashion in this MV is also very inspiring to girls in college too <3

Bored

2011-06-02T03:39:00.000-07:00

I feel bored and lifeless today.

So I decided to blog

After having my brunch with my dad, I watched Kungfu Panda 2 with my brother for an hour and I slept for 1 hour and ten minutes.

I dont know why the holidays are kinda boring somehow. I miss school. I wanna see my friends so badly somehow, and my 3 best friends are coming to my house soon. This saturday!~

I dont miss school in a way somehow cause I dont wanna see 1 of my friend. Well, its best not to care cause its useless to care about it.

I'm waiting for another outing with my tuition friends. I wonder when is it.

Without outings in the holiday, ITS SO BORING!

Hello June, Goodbye May

2011-06-01T03:06:00.001-07:00

What The Fuck Is Wrong With Me

2011-05-31T07:40:00.000-07:00

Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with me?

Me still caring for you? Come on, you don't give a damn about me anymore.

I'm sorry for being so annoying but you even told me saying that I'm so annoying. Isn't that hurting enough?

How many times you wanna hurt me?

Its better that I shouldn't start the conversation with you.

You got a girl you like now so fast. Seriously, damn fast do you know that?

I dont know why guys can get over a girl so fast while girls take time to forget.

I feel myself like a fucking fool right now.

I dont even know why would I wanna see back all the stuff we said at Skype. Ask me why and I'll say I miss you.

I dont know why am I crying for you for so many times.

I told myself to give up so many times. But does that work, NO!

I kept telling myself that time would heal me. I'm not even forcing myself. But I had itchy fingers that type into your online column and chat with you.

I really wonder, what the FUCK is wrong with me?

I don't wanna be obsessed with you. Ewwwwww!

I don't even know why am I listening to Shontelle's songs. Maybe they're related to me too?

I'm a forgive and forget person, why am I thinking like this. Oh my god. God, can you tell me whats wrong with me?

God, can you give me a time machine to turn back time to make a wise decision? I've learnt all my mistakes!

I have to help myself to forget about him, well, it worked, I never think about him so much lately until today.

Damn it.

No offense, I dont know why I think about it today, I want a boyfriend.

What the fuck right? I know!

He gave me the most biggest impact in my life. I gave myself time to forget about him but why doesn't it work?

One of my friend told me that I should be strong and its not worth it to cry for him, yes, I know. Why am I not tired of crying but tired of laughing?

Anyone can tell me why love hurts?

Deactivated

2011-05-31T01:54:00.000-07:00

I deactivated my facebook cause facebook is kinda boring and a lot of friends were kinda shocked in a way. *laughs*

Thats why if you see my blog, there'll be a word " Facebook " and nothing else. *laughs*

I dont really have much things to do there now and today is the end of May. Tomorrow is the starting of June. OMG

I've been lifeless for these few days cause I didn't really wanna on my Macbook and when I on my Skype, I went to look the conversations I had with him before. It made me smile like never before.

Its been days I never went to chat with him and I went to chat with him today. Gosh, why would I do that?!

Cause I miss him? :DDDDDD

I'm chatting with him right now since he say he's bored. :DDDDDD

Later going out to Leisure Mall again to buy my two dresses! hehehehehe

Leisure Mall Outing♥

2011-05-30T09:37:00.000-07:00

I went with my friends to Leisure Mall on 30/5/2011.

This is my first time going out with friends in official cause before its was all a secret.

I've never felt like this before. So damn it happy and awesome!

I ate a lot.

I ate Baskin Robins, Old Town, waffles and popcorn while I drank a big plastic bottle of chocolate strawberry milk tea.

Watched Kung Fu Panda 2! It was really the twice of awesomeness!

Stop with the crapping and start uploading pictures :DDD

The dress I really wanted to buy but I cant :( mama doesnt let :(

People who went out

♥

TRUST

2011-05-27T18:52:00.000-07:00

You see, TRUST is a funny thing.

I say like this cause when you're giving a trust to a person, it means that you're giving assured resting of the mind on the integrity, veracity, justice, friendship, or other sound of principle, of another person; confidence and reliance.

Give trust that the people you trust like your best friend and family.

But your friends, they must be true to you too. If your best friend did anything bad to you, forget about her/him cause they aren't true to you. :)

Family are the ones who we can trust, they can solve almost all of our problems but mostly, there are so many conflict-ions in the world that fathers rape their own daughters :/

Well, there's another person who you can trust too, your other half.

If he aint a playboy or playgirl, you can trust him but not fully cause you guys will break up in the end but if you have faith and trust, I think there's no problem with that. :D

I've got the mood to blog about trust cause I think its time we really trust someone that we truly trust from the bottom of our hearts. Throw all the people away who never trusted, cared and appreciate us.

Thanks to one male friend of mine. I get to realize. The more I grow, the more I realized what trust is about

Before this, I was naive, trusted a lot of people but they bring me down. I'm disappointed in them.

But after I have 3 best friends and friends that I trust, I slowly change.

Thanks to them, I have friends who I can really trust and my family. I love my sister the most! love her, <3

Enjoy this post peeps<3

Its Time To Really Give Up

2011-05-27T00:33:00.001-07:00

Its been a long time I never wrote any emo posts right? *laughs*

Well, I've been sad since yesterday afternoon and today cause something drastic happened to me.

Its so unexpected

I really don't believe it.

Seriously

I didn't know this would happen

Only some of my friends know.

Sorry, I dont wanna type it in here and its really secretive somehow

This is the first time ever in my life, happened and I don't want it to happen!

Too late, it happened.

Its really really time to forget him and give up.

I still love him. Ohmaigod!

I cried hysterically today while talking with a friend of mine.

I did hug one my girlfriends, real tight.

Every breath I breathe, hurts.

I don't know how many nights and days I miss him, I don't know why I never stopped loving him, I don't know why am I waiting for him.

Am I thinking too much? NO.

I just love him so much and this is the first time I love a person this much. I never wanted to let go.

Why? Because I love him

But he doesn't give a damn about me anymore. Its pointless for me to love him already

He moved on, so why I can't? I can.

It takes time and it really takes time.

I took this passage from my friends blog cause its meaningful.

And I'm crying over the same thing. :)

I know he's not gonna come back to me anymore. Everything is over.

Its over between us and I never regret loving you before.

Goodbye.

'A wise man sat in front of the audience and cracked a joke. Everybody laughed like crazy. After a moment, he cracked the same joke again. This time, less people laughed. He cracked the same joke again and again. When there's no laughter in the crowd, he smiled and said:
You can't laugh at the same joke again and again, but why do you keep crying and crying over the same thing over and over again?'

SCREW IT!

2011-05-25T01:18:00.000-07:00

Screw all the exams I had but not screwing all of them.

I just wanna screw Physics and Add Maths. Other subjects are still okay.

Physics and Add Maths are so hard....but Paper 1 for Add Maths its okay. Paper 2...grrrr! I don't even know how to do inverse functions cause I don't really know how to do it. ;(

My BM paper 2 and my English for paper 2 was kinda screwed up cause...shortage of words. :(

NOOOOOOO!

When I finished my add maths paper, I cried cause I didn't wanna fail and I dont want my hair to be gone from me!

I want my holidays faster and quicker! GAHHHHHHHH!

I think I'll post the results I got for my exam :/

520

2011-05-20T03:30:00.000-07:00

I typed the numbers its because today its the 20th of May and in chinese, we put the month first and the date on the last.

Therefore, 520 also meant "I love you" in chinese.

Today is a happy day cause I only sat for one exam, Moral.

Well, my best friend reminded the whole gang of us that today is the 20th of May and told us to tell the person that we love "I love you".

I dont know wether I wanna say "I love you" to him or not cause its like kinda pointless when he dont love me anymore.

Today, one of my friends from my class held our friends hands from Form 5 and "he" went in to.

We were holding our hands, spinning around and laughing.

It makes me going back to the old days when I'm a kid. :D

I'm now spinning my mind whether to give up or wait for him.

Its so confusing. GAHHHHH!

But I still love him.

I wanna say that I still love you like I do always no matter what and I'll be here for you when you need me. I love you<3

New Blog Skin

2011-05-19T03:13:00.000-07:00

I've got my new blog skin and finally, I met a new website called shabbyblogs.com

The backgrounds there are more awesome than in www.thecutestblogontheblock.com

And heck yes, I love Paris. Its so romantic and I hope I can go there again with the man I love most and that man knows who he is❤

If he's reading my blog now, he'll know who it is.

Yay! And its baby pink<3

IBE

2011-05-16T20:23:00.000-07:00

Well, I'm taking a mini break right now. So I went to KLCC on Sunday and I bought these stuff that you all know!

My sis bought the eyeshadow. It costs RM 75

I bought this! I know you're jealous. It costs RM 65

Aquaria In KLCC

2011-05-16T04:38:00.000-07:00

Purple Lobster

Boxer Shrimp

Fire Shrimp

Its sea otter

Electric Eel

Enjoyyy!~

It'll Be Dead For A While

2011-05-14T03:47:00.000-07:00

My blog will be a litte dead for a while maybe.....

I'm closing it down for 2 weeks cause my exam is on Monday and I have to study hard before my mum cuts my hair after my results come out.

I dont want that to happen.

So this will be my last post. Byee~

You Are Really A Mean Bully

2011-05-11T06:00:00.001-07:00

Hey, I'm sure everyone heard of the 4 girl bullies in SMK Raja Abdullah.

Sorry for the late post anyway. :)

And one of the girl bullies had a blog

This is the link www.wwwcherryboom.blogspot.com

Well, her blog is all in chinese and guess what, her english really sucks.

She's just 13 and she thinks she's pretty and all that, bullying people. WTF

Let me tell her this ( I think I'm cyber bullying right now, well, she deserves it. )

To YOU:

Can you just stop typing all your massive typing of chinese bad words and hey, you're a girl, so please, have manners.

Do you think you even have the rights to bully a girl? No! Cause you're lifeless and I think you wanted public attention.

4000+ people in Malaysia have scolded you in your blog and guess what, take a look inside it!

What you did is totally wrong and what the hell, stop cursing okay?

What did that girl that you bullied did to you? NOTHING

When its just a little thing about what you didn't like in your life, you don't have to curse for so long and whats the benefit in you cursing them?

Oh yeah, FYI, have a life!

I'm done typing all these things for that girl. Lols.

My 16th Birthday Part II♥

2011-05-09T01:44:00.000-07:00

I celebrated my birthday again, yesterday at 8/5/2011.

I celebrated it with my father since my father didn't attend the celebration on 7/5/2011.

Well, he actually forgot my birthday but he said he'll buy the cake.

He really bought the cake. Im touched. :D

He even bought a carnation for me :)))

Love you daddy.

I hugged him when he did this fer me.

This is a cake which my friend, Jacqueline, made it for me. Awesome!♥

My 16th Birthday♥ Photos

2011-05-07T20:49:00.000-07:00

Me love my contacts. AHAHAHAHAH

Sistah!

My mummy♥

My 4th aunt♥

My iced chocolate♥

My lil bro♥

My chicken teriyaki♥

Geo Brown contacts

Melliesh Blusher from Yui Kanno

Loreal Black Mascara

LV Bag

My birthday cake: Cheese cake♥

This guy here is my lil cousin and his birthday is today, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I ate the biggest slice. AHAHAHAHA